Hold me please...
11:37 p.m. & 2004-11-20

for it hurts so much I'm trembling and I need your arms to still my racing heart. My closet has become my new home, because all I can do now is lay amongst my clothes and breathe heavily into the blood soaked fabric as I watch my life crumble. You were are everything...and I've lost you.

The truth is I never even had you to begin with, but one look in your eyes and it was as if the sky was on fire. As if my one reason to live was walled up inside your very fingertips. As if for once in my small pathetic existance I would have fallen completely, truly, unabashedly in love.


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