i dont belong. you dont want me and either does anyone. i dont even want me. but dont you understand i have no where left to go? this weight is pressing into my lungs and your fingers are in a death grip choking me and all i can do is continue to dream about you and how much im willing to give you or anyone who just ASKS. i am there for you i promise. i would do anything you wanted. i would die for you. i would live for you. i would sell myself for you. i would cry for you. and i am crying. can you hear my sobs at night? can you feel my body trembling under sheets? because i promise... it's only you i'm doing it for.