I am drunk on my friends. I love to laugh with them. They make me feel so happy when we just sit in the grass and throw our heads back and laugh and laugh forever. I want to sink into the sand and freeze time so I never have to reface reality and go back to the pain. I want to cement the smiles on our faces so I will always know the feeling of devine. I want to imprison the world around us, so everything is spinning and whirling and were in the center having the times of our lifes. I want to write beneath the milky moon by the water and piece together a masterpiece about love and hope and betrayal. I want to wash away the need to live and descend into a bowl of burning ashes.