I got in a fight with my best friend. It was our first fight really and it hurt but it was quick and we made up fast. Because when were not together the world isn't spinning right. Its like my life is one big puzzle and she is one of the last pieces. I am still missing the very last piece though...I thought I would be able to forgive my best friend if she went with Matt, but now I am not so sure. He is the last piece to my puzzle...[my puzzle will never be complete] but I use to think our friendship was just that strong enough to win even over my love for him. But now I'm starting to think nothing is...its hopeless...
He. is. everything.
And I love him. I hate him for that.