Help me get over this
11:33 p.m. & 2005-09-19

Took a bunch of pills and fell into my bed wasted and cryed-out. Woke up to find myself throwing up constantly, anything I put down comes right back up. I feel like shit. All I want is some nice smooth ice cream...sigh.

I cant stop fucking things up. All I can do anymore is cry and feel bad and cut and drink and talk to Cassie. I wish someone would give me something that would just wake me back up to this world...I am sick of hovering between numbness but not quite there so everything still hurts horribly. Little tiny things make me go crazy these days.

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