You know whats weird about me? One minute I can be up in my room curled up in my bed crying my eyes out and then the next minute my mother will call me for down to dinner...I miraculously fix my hair, wipe my mascara streaked eyes and carelessly trot downstairs like nothing is wrong. And the weird part about it is I'm not even pretending. Suddenly nothing is wrong. And my tears fade from my mind like a memory meant to be silenced. My moods are spastic and if so how can I ever learn to trust the validity of my feelings and if they'll remain or simply vanish in an instant of frozen time?